Carpe Diem lyrics

Carpe Diem

Interpolates she's mine part 1 by j cole

Intro

I never felt so alive, i never felt so alive
I never felt i’d survive, i never felt i'd survive
Catch me, don't you
Catch me, you shoot
At me
I’m wounded enough, oh my
I beg for mercy
And i didn't even hesitate
I wanna fall
But i always find a way to crawl (back to you)
On any night i lose myself
Find the bookshelf
And the man above

(verse 1)
Up late, writing poems
It's the devil's hour
Got the lamp by my side
This migraine is power
I know what you've done
Tossed me aside like rotten meat
While the hounds feast
Such a wicked feast
You're trapped in my mind
I resort to go ghost
Our relation a constant see saw
I know i'm a handful
All i want is to find trust
Lay low while i'm at
I’d invite you if i was brainless
But i’d never be that
You're consuming me though
But you wouldn’t know
Knowing what I can't have
Burns more than trying blow
It's hard to hold on
But harder to let go
Think i'll just throw in the towel
And suffocate myself with a plastic bag
I hope you’ll stay carefree
Go look for comfort
Whether it's a queen
Or just another damaged madman to destroy
Handle with care