​would it matter lyrics

[Chorus]
Would it even matter if I told you how I felt?
I know no one cares and so I keep it to myself
I know no ones there, so I'ma do this with no help
My mind is a prison, I feel locked inside a cell
Looking for somebody who gon' save me from myself
I can't really trust a thing that all these people tell me
Everybody wanna claim they know me
But I swear that they don't even know a thing

[Verse 1]
Staring off into the ceiling now
Laying down inside the living room, just spacing out
I can feel my every thought coming and crashing down
Stuck inside and I'ma find a way to make it out
Before my grandma died I told her I would make her proud
I hope she sees me and she smiles when she's looking down
I been low, but who doesn't stress from time to time?
I chill with Benji, we like Finn and Jake; Adventure Time
It's getting cold inside this room, and these blankets just ain't helping
Think it's time to smoke to save myself from overthinking
Don't know why I care so much, but I always seem to feel it
Think I need to get up, instead of dragging myself in it
'Cause drowning myself in all this doubt drives me psycho
Like singing a song, but you don't ever hit the right notes
Writing a song, but hating everything that you wrote
Wanting a home, but hating everywhere that you go
Don't talk to me, if you're just gonna waste my time
Don't f*ck with me, if you're just gonna feed me lies
Don't talk to me, if you're just going to be mean
Don't f*ck with me, if you don't plan on being sweet
Baby are you down? Will you stay around?
I need a girl who gon' pick me when I am down
We could leave this town, just need each other around
I need a real one who gon' love me 'til I'm deep in the ground
[Bridge]
Yeah, baby are you down?
Baby are you down?
Will you stay around?
What should I do?

[Verse 2]
By myself again
Tossing and turning at night
Yeah I know I won't sleep so I turn on the light
I be checking my phone but it's so late at night, yeah
I look for a text, but there's not one in sight
I been looking for someone that I could call "mine"
Roll some loud smoke it up and I start to feel fine
I know things that I stress is just all in my mind
I just need to stay focused and stay on my grind
I just stay on my grind, yeah
I just stay on my grind
Doing all that I can

[Chorus]
Would it even matter if I told you how I felt?
I know no one cares and so I keep it to myself
I know no ones there, so I'ma do this with no help
My mind is a prison, I feel locked inside a cell
Looking for somebody who gon' save me from myself
I can't really trust a thing that all these people tell me
Everybody wanna claim they know me
But I swear that they don't even know a th-