Church Hooker lyrics

I'm suffering
I'm suffering, I'm suffering
Just kill me please, I'm suffering
I'm the one that was raped
So why am I the one that you hate?
When you cry on your knees
You know that don't get to me, don't praise me, praise me
I am not supposed to feel crazy
So marry me and all my dead babies
Baby baby baby baby baby
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How can he love me when he's the one who ? me?
Stop me, I'm tryna find the meaning
You hate me for a motherf*cking reason
Hate me 'cause I'm still f*cking brеathing
I like my demons, looks can be dеceiving
Both my palms are bleeding, my hands don't have any feeling
Still alive, nailed to the f*cking ceiling, rather die
Laughing, and f*cking me

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I'm fading away
So why am I the one that you fear
I'm the one that was raped
So why am I the one that you hate?
Hate hate hate
'Cause you hate hate hate hate
'Cause you hate hate hate
That you hate hate hate hate hate
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How can you love me?
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Why am I the one that you hate hate hate
That you hate hate hate
That you hate hate hate
That you hate hate hate hate hate