​i’ve got a lot of fear for the day that we’ll be dead lyrics

[Verse 1: 93FEETOFSMOKE]
You know the rain and thunder makes it cold out (Cold out)
You know whatever happens, my hand will be out
I can't keep this f*cking blade up off my wrist (Off my wrist)
And I can't kick these f*cking demons from my head (From my head)
They telling me it's time to go and sin, and I'm listening
f*ck restraint because this world's a b*tch, but you're glistening
And you know I love the way you sit on the side of my bed
Let it bleed out through every f*cking slit

[Verse 2: VELVETEARS]
I'm known to run away, but this time I'll run with you
I'm known to never stay, but I'll f*cking stay with you
I'm known for digging graves, but that's all done and through
I just wanna watch the smoke clear away with you
I got all of your songs straight playing in my head
I got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead
But I just suppress that, no need for nonsense
'Cause for the first time I know where I can fall back
Something about life makes me feel so unsure
Why am I so scared? I will never f*cking know
But I had a choice, and I picked the right door
And that's somethin' I've never done before
You were the right door