​​high til i’m smiling lyrics

[Intro]
(Oh, f*ck you)

[Chorus: VELVETEARS]
If I wake up
In a good mood, I'll know that
I'm dreaming, maybe when I'm (Oh, f*ck you)
Dead I'm buried smiling
I lost my dealer's
Number on purpose and then
Asked my ex for his, and now I'm (Oh, f*ck you)
Getting higher and higher and higher

[Post-Chorus: VELVETEARS & zzzahara]
Waiting for purpose, when is it my turn?
Guess it's like love, can't find if you're searchin'
f*ck it, get so high, high 'til I'm smilin'
'Bout bein' nothin', can't wait 'til I'm nothin'
I'm damn tryin', oops

[Verse 1: zzzahara]
I drop [?]
I call, there's no answer
A fine line
To get you to notice
Tryin' and tryin' and tryin' and tryin'
(Can't you tell that I'm tryin'?)
(And tryin' and tryin')
[Verse 2: zzzahara]
'Cause inside here, I feel nothin'
Will drink this cup and turn into somethin'
And turnin', and turnin', and turnin' around
To [?] and don't touch the ground

[Chorus: VELVETEARS, zzzahara, VELVETEARS & zzzahara]
If I wake up (If I wake up)
In a good mood, I'll know that
I'm drеaming, maybe when I'm (Oh, f*ck you)
Dead I'm buriеd smiling
I lost my dealer's
Number on purpose and then
Asked my ex for his, and now I'm (Oh, f*ck you)
Getting higher and higher and higher

[Post-Chorus: VELVETEARS & zzzahara, VELVETEARS]
Waiting for purpose, when is it my turn?
Guess it's like love, can't find if you're searchin'
f*ck it, get so high, high 'til I'm smilin'
'Bout bein' nothin', can't wait 'til I'm nothin'

[Interlude]
(Oh, f*ck you)

[Verse 2: zzzahara]
Hand dropped down beside the bed, no feet on the ground
Feelin' like forever will never come around
I want to feel like I'm burnin' into you
[Outro: zzzahara]
I want to feel like I will never need you
I want to feel like I will never need you
(I want to feel like I will never need you)
(I want to feel like I will never need you, Oh, f*ck you)
(I want to feel like I will never need you)
(I want to feel like I will never need you, Oh, f*ck you)