f*cked Up Years lyrics

[Verse 1]
It don’t speak loud, tape it’s mouth
Killed by lightning
What happened to my home?
On my own, teeth are grinding
Plain sight, hiding

[Chorus]
And I’m going to clubs trying out drugs
Doing too much, counting the nugs
But it stays right there, f*cked up years
And when I run, like glue it comes
A shadow that’s not my own
It stays right there, won’t disappear

[Verse 2]
Try to find my out
Used to be fearless but now I’m worried
That all along, well, it wasn’t the home
Wasn’t the family, wasn’t the sh*t town
It was always me

[Chorus]
And I’m going to clubs trying out drugs
Doing too much, counting the nugs
But it stays right there, f*cked up years
And when I run, like glue it comes
A shadow that’s not my own
It stays right there, won’t disappear
[Interlude]
Disappеar, disappear
Disappear, disappear

[Bridge]
And I’m stеaling identities
That I was running from my past
But I was trying to run from me
So what do I do now
That I was running to the future
But the f*cked up past is me somehow
Me somehow, me somehow

[Chorus]
And I’m going to clubs trying out drugs
Doing too much, counting the nugs
But it stays right there, my f*cked up years
And when I run, like glue it comes
A shadow that’s not my own
It stays right there, won’t disappear
So I’ll just stay right here, it all just stays so near
So I’ll just disappear

[Outro]
Disappear, disappear
f*cked up years, f*cked up years