Never been lyrics

When time starts to slow down
And birds start to fall down
Will you still be here?

I see your face in my [?]
I can't think for a while
Nowhere here

If it starts i can't make it out
Thoughts gather inside my head
Sometimes i wish i had never been

I tried to fill myself with you
But its a task i could never do
Not then but a sin i could never choose
What to do