Before We Disappear (Forever) lyrics

Will you get to teach me stillness or
How to hold a camera or feel bored or
Not miss spots when I clean my room or
Have feelings again
Will you ever kiss me when you're sober

I can't drive you home
Anymore from now on
I can't drive you home
Anymore from now on

I pray to god when I need him
I do the same thing to my friends
They are usually sleeping
When I want to kill myself all over again
(Pull my hair until its greasy
Get high until I feel sick enough
To get high
All over again)

How did I become the f*cked up one
How did I become the f*cked up one

I have a loneliness I want to contract everyone with
I have a loneliness all to myself
How did I become the f*cked up one
How did I become the f*cked up one