finding time lyrics

[Verse]
Everyday im tryna find some more time
Maybe its just in the palm of my hands
Maybe I just need to open my mind
Everyday I wake up and start crying
Steady talking to my doctor I stay lying
Steady talking to my plug know I stay buying
Steady talking to myself cause I need guidance
Need to separate myself cause im moving slowly
Im on these drugs everyday I pray that I dont OD
Know if I take another hit then ill be feeling lonely
And I can't make no other friends cause I know they dont know me
Im taking sh*t to other spirits hope to keep it holy
And when im rapping on the beat I know that they can't hold me
You motherf*ckers really fake ya f*ckers phony