Since The Death Around Me lyrics

[Verse]
And since the death around me
I started to treat her like a guest
But whenever she comes it’s like a test
And no graduates just a mess
Like a tornado strikes the nest
Eyes bleeding wish you the best
Feeling that starts eating you from your chest
sh*t’s wasn’t supposed to be a confess
But i wish i could treat you better than i did
Eyes still bleed covering all the sh*t that i did
Things start looking different with age
But the same stays the cage
I think that all i have is my rage
Lonesome and hate that’s what i have on my plate
Unstable mind state the way i will fade
That’s my fate