Trauma lyrics

I'm trying
I’ve gone away
I'm going away for good
Going away for good
I can't say, feelings only get in the way
I just wanna let him go, don’t wanna feel this way again
We're friends, that's what we're here for
That's what we're here for
I want this [?]
I know something you don't
I kept something from you
I want this, its my right
I want this, [?] pass