MIGHT OFF MYSELF FOR 2017 lyrics

[Verse]
Love is not kisses, hugs, sharing f*cking drugs
Presents on your birthday, pictures, or making love
It’s dedication, trust and patience and compromise
Now do or die, ultimatums for you and I
I feel the vibe between us fading, I f*cking hate it
I cut myself constantly, hate myself for creating
Pain within your heart and I’m thinking this pistol's tempting
Screaming out to my demons, “get even within yourself!”
But she’s crying, she needs your help
And you’re selfish, think ‘bout yourself
All these problems created, extended from hate for self
And I hope that you wouldn’t leave
But the patience that you would need
Is the patience of several gods
Hanging on to my selfish pleas
And I’m sorry, you deserve better
I wanted more for you, you hanging on
You being strong, I want more for you
As long as you won’t leave me in the end
We both can still pretend
That this life we living worth it, I promise