Dead or Alive lyrics

[Chorus]
I just felt alive for the first time
Only cause I’m f*cked out of my mind
Lately don’t know what happiness feels like
Don’t know if I'ma right all my wrongs right
I just felt alive for the first time
They all tell me I’m just gonna be fine
Biding all my time for the sun shine
But every time I look, it’s too bright

[Verse]
Waking up in a place where I don’t feel love
I run away from my issues, I don’t give a f*ck
I had enough of my brain, throw me in the mud
My feelings go uncut, I keep my eyes shut
I lost my patience, my conscience on vacation
I’ll go away for long, until they’re waiting
I never felt like this without relation
Maybe for better or worse, I won’t just say it
I see them laughing, I know they’ve been attacking
Pop another pill so I feel like I've been fasting
Maybe it’s my mind telling me that I’m not lasting
Or maybe it’s just love making sure that I’m just crashing

[Bridge]
Your facial expression cures my depression
I’ve been falling out waiting on someone’s reception
I don’t see redemption, take me as an exception
My thoughts creep up in my skin, just like an infection
[Chorus]
I just felt alive for the first time
Only cause I’m f*cked out of my mind
Lately don’t know what happiness feels like
Don’t know if I'ma right all my wrongs right
I just felt alive for the first time
They all tell me I’m just gonna be fine
Biding all my time for the sun shine
But every time I look, it’s too bright