Permanent Hesitation lyrics

I am just a lotus
And you are a vine
You need something to grab onto to get by
I am just a no one
And you are so divine
You need solid steel emotion to get by

And it's a permanent hesitation
And it permeates through elation

Is it cheating if I call you sweetheart?
Is it cheating if you call me your man?
I'm receiving wayward glances from your wandering eye
And pretending not to know you're there

I am just a notice
And you are a sign
You read "under six figures need not apply"
I am just so, I am so unfocused
And you are in your prime
You need solid steel emotion to get by

And it's permanent hesitation
And it permeates through elation

Is it cheating if I call you sweetheart?
Is it cheating if you call me your man?
I'm receiving wayward glances from your wandering eye
And pretending not to know you're thereis it cheating if I call you sweetheart?
Is it cheating if you call me your man?
I'm retrieving wayward glances with my wandering eye
And pretending not to know you care