Beat Produced By: 6ix & Logic
Recorded, Written, Mixed & Mastered By: J-$killz
"Alive(1-800-273-8255 Freestyle)"
Took Me A While To Admit- I'm Depressed
Still Don't Fully Understand It
Never Thought I'd Be The One
But Like They Say " It Can Happen To Anyone"
How Can I Explain?
I Guess Life f*cked Me Up
Betrayed By The One I Loved When I Was Young
Never Thought Anything Would Hurt Worse
Than A Broken Heart - Til' I Lost My Mom
Talk About Heart Break - I Didn't Even Want A Heart Beat
Fell To a Deep Abyss
Didn't even Want To Draw A Breath
So Low- No Words Could Ever Fix This Mess
"Just Let Me Deal With sh*t On My Own"
Is What i Use To Say - Denials What You Call That
Like They Say "Pride Comes Before The Fall"
Smile On My Face But I'm Dead Inside
Yeah I've Had Days Where I Don't Wanna Be Aliiiive
But I Had To Fight That sh*t
Cause I Could Never Be One To Take My Own Life
No Matter How Hard sh*t Gets
Rollin' Somethin' Up To Take My Mind Off Everything Bad In My Life
Mary Jane Ease The Pain
Turn A Beat On and I Start To Write
It Helps Me Get Thru My Scattered Mind
I Don't Sleep At Night
I Haven't Been Eating Right
Don't Give A f*ck What's In The Mirror
Look At My f*ckin' Beard!
Look At My f*ckin' Hair!
Look At My f*ckin' Clothes!
I've Had The Same sh*t On For 3 Days
Baggage Under My Eyes- Bloodshot Too!
Step Into My Shoes - See How I Feel
Tell Me, Can You Relate?
I Know I'm Not The Only One
So Everyone Sufferin' Stay Strong!
1-8-0-0-2-7-3-8-2-5-5
If You Need A Life Line
Pick Up The Phone - Let Someone Know
Shout Out To Logic - sh*t Makes Sense
Lifes Worth Livin' - Don't You Forget It!
(Outro)
Yeah
This For Anyone Who's Goin' Thru It
Strugglin', Battlin' Depression
I Feel Your Pain
You'll Get Thru It
Just Know
You can Always Make Change