Circus and churches lyrics

(Radio chatter)
[Verse 1]
June 94’
That’s a story she ignores
They swept the pride and the lust
Of a preacher they loved
Under the rug

And she wonders why...
She’s staring at herself in her underwear
Pulling her hair
Saying, “nobody cares”
She whispers, “It was an accident, but I’m a fu*king accident”
Rubbin' on her nose
Grabbin' on her thighs
Up another half size

[Pre-Chorus]
She’d rather show up in the circus
Than show up in churches

[Chorus]
So love your neighbor as yourself
But what if you don’t love yourself?
Well that explains our enemies
But where is all this coming from?
It must of been when I was young
Those words you spoke over me
Identity