More f*cked up than my heart lyrics

[Verse]
When I start to think about and I think about it hard
Damn life was good when I knew where to start
I don't even feel like having a restart
Cause this sh*t is more f*cked up than my heart
I'm a ghost and they don't even notice
I don't think that's not how it's supposed to be
Feel my skin, f*ck am i coldest
Maybe not colder than their hearts, please I wanna be free
Stop seeking your attention
Cause i don't give a f*ck
Complaining about your situation
You better f*cking duck
You get everything you want
f*ck you you're so nonchalant
You got friends, and money
You even think life's funny
I say f*ck you, you think you know about pain
Thе only conversations I have are in my brain
You bеtter beg and plead on your knees cause I might make you bleed
You got everything you f*cking need