Dear whoever I date next* lyrics

Dear whoever I date next
I'm so sorry in advance
'Cause I've collected battle scars
From exes who destroyed my heart
Dear whoever I date next
Please be patient on days when
I shut you out for loving me
It's just 'cause I'm afraid you'll leave

And I understand if it's too much
To trust someone who's scared to trust
But I won't hate you
If you go, I won't blame you
I'm so used to being not enough
Been held so tight, then given up
And I won't hate you
If you go, I won't blame you