Nervous lyrics

[Intro: Esham, Milk Dee]
You know what
(Stop scheming, and looking hard) Nervous breakdown
(Stop scheming, and looking hard) Um, I got a stress build-up
(Stop scheming, and looking hard) Um
(Stop scheming, and looking hard) Man, and I'm, um
(Stop scheming, and looking hard) And I'm paranoid schizophrenic
(Stop scheming, and looking hard) I just think I'm God
(Stop scheming, and looking hard) I know, I know I'm God
(Stop scheming, and looking hard) I'm God

[Verse 1]
I'm stressed out like a motherf*cker, hand on my heater
I told my b*tch to get the f*ck on, I don't need her
My mind on my money 'cause it's comin' up short
I just left court on child support
A witness to a murder but I will not tell
'Cause most of my n*ggas in the county jail
Amphetamines make me fiend to stack C.R.E.A.M
n*ggas on my team be gone off 'scalene
My hair fallin' out, it's turnin' gray cause I'm stressed
The police want me dead and a warrant for my arrest
I can't do nothin', plus the IRS
Know my telephone number and my home address
This n*gga wanna murder me, the b*tches say they hate me
My heart been feelin' like it bust on me lately
I'm gone in this motherf*cker mind on 'noid
The simple situations in life, I can't avoid
n*ggas out the murder me 'cause they never heard of me
America's most player hated and underrated
Simply stated, n*ggas hate it, they wanna test
Homie been accused of player hatin' so confess
Oh my, know why, these n*ggas hate me so much
It's 'cause I can't be touched
I'm diabolical sinister, man I murder ya minister
Witness the narcotic Reel Life Product
[Chorus: Esham, Milk Dee]
And I'm stressed out
(Stop scheming, and looking hard)
(Stop scheming, and looking hard)
Just gone, just gone, and I'm stressed out now
(Stop scheming, and looking hard)
(Stop scheming, and looking hard)

[Verse 2]
Nervous breakdown got a n*gga on creep
My pistol be under my pillow every time I sleep
n*ggas wanna see me six feet under the earth
I wish I was never, ever born for what it's worth
Now I got a problem, suicidal in every way
I don't even know if I'ma live another day
Seems like everybody against me on the planet
n*ggas can't stand it, I was born a schizophrenic
I see things with my eyes that ain't there
Knowin' it ain't fair, raised not to care
How could you wanna be me when n*gga you don't know me?
Every day I'm stressed out and unholy
A homicidal, vital recital is what I write
Some suckers get suicidal once I'd have a mic
n*gga what, motherf*cker you know what to rep
Every time they say my name n*ggas scared to death
My name sparks fear in the hearts of punks and hoes
Resurrect my intellect and I arose
Suppose you knew how I was, you wouldn't guess
I need professional help because I'm stressed
Stressed the f*ck out