​lmao id rather die than face reality lyrics

[Verse]
Retard, retard
When they f—
When they found my body, it was at The Grove
All this f*cking trauma got me in a chokehold (You are so goddamn pathetic)
What I told you on that day, you'll never tell a soul
I just think about you when I wanna feel cold (Ah)
Every f*cking day is more miserable
When I leave this earth, make sure my story's told
Every day I check my bank account, I wanna fold
Flying to your area, I'll never die alone
Thought you were alone, I was watching through the creek
I get harder thinking 'bout this sh*t 'cause I'm a creep (Um, what the f*ck?)
When you said you hatеd me, that sh*t, it hit me deep
Drink away the pity thеn I cry myself to sleep (You are so goddamn pathetic)
I'm so damn pathetic, and I know I'm f*cking weak
Smoke a cigarette, then I ash it on my jeans
True religion my dilemma, you can bury me
If you think this one's about you, meet me in a dream