LETTING GO lyrics

Letting go of all my problems
I’ll restart tomorrow, drown my sorrows
In this liquor, whiskey neat, a real hard hitter
Thoughts are bitter, never better
Shoulda sold my hollow soul
Same old sweater, nike check
Denim jeans, a bit distressed
Unimpressed
With my actions, i’m a mess
Let me confess
I need to vent
My head is full of doubt, i think i should figure this out
Will i amount to anything?
A sinner with a messed up brain
I try to hide my shame
I fake a smile everyday
But it don’t help
I’m just a shell of what my former self once was
I’m stuck in hell, abusing drugs, and hanging with some f*cking thugs
Promises of wealth, but waving guns
Mobbing streets and robbing stores
Just for thrill and a little fun
f*ck is fun about that sh*t?
Quit glorifying hit and runs
Getting shot, with shotgun slugs
Just like my cousin, sums it up
It hurts a ton
He went out too young
Busting guns, and dumbing
f*ck around get stabbed in the stomach
Hard to stomach
Weak ass stomach..
Im feeling low
Im all alone
Ain't got nobody by my side
So i reside inside
I’m anti social, lack of pride
Im a nuisance, clueless as to why
I feel this feeling all the time
Resorting to all types of crime
My record long as f*ck
100 pages when i die
This sh*t is crazy, cannot lie
Cocaine addicts, crazy eyes
With dilated pupils, lookin stupid
Who the f*ck you think you fooling?
Dreams are lucid as can be
Y’all are clueless as can be
Whipping in a beamer, throwing gang signs out the window
Chatter on the streets crescendo
Zero f*cks are given, let’s continue
They dont get our lingo
f*cking bimbos in our limo
She’s bilingual, half hispanic, fine as f*ck, but she was widowed