Murder Yxurself lyrics

[Verse]
Take a bow then exit stage
Don't think that it's strange how blood won't stain
If I tear my face off, won't feel pain
'Cuz i've been through worse in the last few days
Been grinding tough and I ain't seen change
If i'm honest I think I'm mentally drained
Smile on my face when I tear down names
I will burn 'em down without flames
Yung Jiro twist your neck and take brains
Yeah I know I'm just really insane
My high note system that I displayed
Think I don't walk around without aim I do
Bullseye I've got two
Imma go hard until I break through
Stand instead don't watch what I do
I can't take your advice because I don't know you
And even I did you're not in my crew
You're a little pus*yhole that gets f*cked and screwed
So f*ck you I got scars I'm rude
My healin' is the doors get pursued
I'm dreamin' that my dreams gettin' prude
I'm feelin' everything I'm confused
I might murder a man tonight forgive me Scarlxrd if I do, yeah
f*ck the ice got the watch
Imma stack racks don't care about broads
Better than you because I'm a god
I'm a sociopath please don't tell mom
Got bored of spendin' fat cheques
Now I need two missions to clear my head
I can't bet to assist [?] on my neck
My patience everything just like bread
That's right I'm a mad guy don't vex me
Unlike you I don't care about life
Last time I said that my exes were sexy
This time I'm hoping that you'll die to me
Let me be honest I'm real
You've f*cked with my head more than these pills
Do this alone because I don't need a deal
Self-destruct and then I rebuild
It's easy done
Don't ask me questions
No time to give me direction
I'm running through life with intention
I can't give you b*tches attention
I can't give you n*ggas a mention
I'm focusing on my obsession
This is my honest expression
I won't go back to depression
I don't care who you are opinions are dead
I'd rather push a blunt butter knife slowly through my neck
And hear you tell me what you'd rather hear me rap about instead
Of course it's really f*cking fool I keep the skeletons in my shed
I'm a creep, talk is cheap
I can't spend time sober
There's two me's inside my head, I think I might be bipolar
f*ck on your girlfriend I don't have room to form
Maybe I'm just a f*ckboy that is lost numb and insecure, down
Do it 'cause I want it all, down
Pushin' like I got the force, down
Watch how I get it and ball, down
I can't be out here and poor, yeah
Spin a man like it's a vortex
Level my man with the corpses
My brain looks like a fortress
I'm steezin' go hand me a cortex
I'm repeating till I get this sh*t flawless
I do the same sh*t 'cause it never gets boring
I see all those texts that I sent in the morning
I talk with no filter I might need a warning
Talkin' nasty, feelin' glassy
I'm transpire and crafty
Common codes couldn't crack me
Run on that beat
Trap my food 'till leads to a stampede
I'm a built legend I'll prove it, yeah
Dedicate life to my career
Wanted to be a movie star
But, me and myself are suited, yeah uh
I'm an insane child
Say 3 times that's 3 strikes
I sting like a bee hive swing from tree height
I make history I don't rewrite
That's my birthright
Live from inside
I'm a surprise
I'm f*cked in real life
There's no time to explain my birthright
Don't bring my life today I'll decline that
Send that I might bite that
Never got bored of countin' the racks
She's bad I might hit it from the back
Okay turn this sh*t off we're done
Nah I'm turning this sh*t down we're done we're done