​uncomfortable drug rant and whine lyrics

[Intro]
Nah, nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah, no
Ego Mackey

[Verse]
I won't ever find my sleep, girl called me a druggie creep
We go weeks on weeks, years on years
Codeine out my pores, dirty Percocet, little whores
Pop a bean, yeah, when I get bored, dopamine, yeah, be my lord
After the pus*y, money and lovin', no, still hard to be trusting
Phone navigatin', hoes f*ckin', melancholy, I'm still lusting for you
Oh, I wish it was something, real love, no, it meant nothing
Love her just to fool myself, pour more, like, f*ck my health
Stuck in me, yeah, stuck in self
Would you be cool, b*tch, if I was a fiend? If I really just loved this lean?
Oh, not more than you I mean, lemme just pour up this oz
Demons all inside of me, just understand you can leave me
Just understand you can leave me
Girl, please, leave me

[Chorus]
Think that's when I knew I didn't love
Think that's when I knew I couldn't love
Think that's when I knew I shouldn't love
The only thing I could love was demons and drugs