Album Announcement (Funhouse Mirror Freestyle) lyrics

Beautiful women on my Gram that I don’t pursue
You do the livin, I’m a fan, that’s how most us move
When we all stuck watchin what are we supposed to do?
Livin life like we the subject of a focus group
Gimme your opinion for a quick pay-off
Cover me in linen til I get laid off
Smother me with feelings that be just cousins of the feelings that I’m really feelin
Except I was sold they soft
You ever have a off-day on your day off?
That sh*t sucks right?
You ever been so down that you stayed up?
That used to be me every f*ckin night
And I hate when people say, “What I wouldn’t do for this thing I want”
Cause there’s a lot you wouldn’t do for that thing you want
Ask yourself if it’s love or the ring you want
I’m drinkin coffee cause I wanna be attentive
All so I could scroll on my phone wit no intention to see if anyone mention me
Little sh*t offendin’ me
Why what everyone else doin make us feel all kinda ways and still we don’t practice empathy? That don’t make sense to me
sh*t at one point, the present was eventually
You ever think about it?
I never believed anything was meant to be but this sh*t feels meant for me so now I’m really thinkin bout it
My glass half full, I have a drink about it
If there’s anything in there, it isn’t empty
If I die today there’s thousands of people that won't forget me so even when funds ain't plentiful, my soul plenty full
Sweatin, gaspin for air like I just ran 20 fulls
I used to run suicides so I could play better
I used to run from suicide just to stay present
Now I don’t run from nothin but runnin
And if enough’s never enough at least we had the discussion
At least I told you my story
At least I showed you my glory
Will be more dapper after and be more clever before me
But sh*t, ain't no one ever could ever be more me