Over This Place lyrics

[Intro]
Ayo
Check it, yo

[Verse]
Lately
Things have been different than I would like, bro
Everybody else has their sh*t together and I don't
My mind’s broken, my liver's gettin' denied hope
I quit my therapy, liquor’s lettin' me die slow
A suicide note written on my PC
My friends are wicked but as if they're gonna need me
Now I'm grippin' on a V.B. reminisin'
Missin' my ex misses, this has not been easy
And when I see weed, I start to crave it
Then I'm treatin’ my inner demon like were half related
I can’t contain it, I'm ashamed at how that lager tasted
When I popped that Ritalin, in a minute my heart was racin’
It's like the raft of Satan, I have no control
I did a line of coke to try provoke my broken soul
It broke the mould and left my brain with an open hole
Now I'm poppin' biccies for sh*tty problems they won’t resolve
I only folded, 'cause that was the only option left
I'm so tempted to pack a cone and to block the stress
And to my mum, I had to show that I want the best
For my future, didn't happen though 'cause I got arrested
I guess I thought I left that life in the pass
I'd let it slide but I'm startin' to recognise that I can't
Depression, I can just mask, when injestin' wine from a cask
And gettin' blinded, jeopardisin' every mind in my path
I've been drivin' my car drunk in an emotional state
Alone when it's late, so I just wanna go to a mates
And trust me, I know that most of you are noble and great
But please somebody help, 'cause I'm over this place