(Verse: Skam)
This is the dosage of a hopeless hostage with symptoms of rigamortis, all it takes is simple forfeit, f*ck all the torture
I'm dying of boredom, I could try to make a run for it, if my life was that much worth, I can't afford it
I lost it when these mothaf*ckas thought I was joking
Mix alcohol and drugs cus my life ain't important
Take an overdose till I see memories of the ones I hold closest
I got a whole lot of skeletons, I need to clean em' out my closet
God doesn't want you to see the demons I'm holding
That's probably the fact he doesn't like me if you noticed
That's why I went to hell and back, only cus I wrote this
This isn't written in the genesis, I should've never spoken this
That's why they try to censor this, but f*ck a censorship
I'm the captain of cursing like f*ck it, I'm cursed b*tch
I'm like a titanic disaster, but worse b*tch
My mom tried to strangle me with my umbilical cord cus she knew my first word was gonna be b*tch (biiitch!)
Now we going back and forth like a pendulum
They tried to experiment on my brain like i'm an extraterrestrial
Took my drivers exam and ran over six pedestrians
So much blood on my windshield I didn't even deny it
I put that on my momma and my testicles
My rapping is a spectacle, I'm a f*ck-up professional
I should've been long gone, hypothetically
There's a disturbance in my genetics, biochemical
That's why they listen to me sceptical
I'm a danger to myself with irrational behavior, you don't have to like me, y'all gon' catch the vapors