Sunrise lyrics

I'm fading
And I feel like you forgot me
Trying to keep me close, has proved too f*cking hard
I'll try take back all the pain that I've dealt
Why would I ever mean to cause you harm

Why do I feel the need to prove myself, when everything I do just proves me wrong
It's getting harder to grasp how to face facts from my past
Coz I'm the living f*cking proof that all nice guys finish last

I'm coming to terms, with watching my world burn
I'm wasted, wasting away
I'm learning to love the things that I said that I used to love to hate
Sleeping on the floor doing drugs that I can't afford Just to watch the sunrise

And when I crawl back home would you stay awake for me and when I crawl back home I know you'll be there
To tell me that I'm still alive
With your hand placed in mine
I can feel the shame rushing through your veins stemmed to the pain pledged in your arteries
Your blank stare
Sheds a tear out of your worn eyes
Your lips are pale, from the cigarettes they're all cracked and dry But please know, that with a little faith
I'll return once again to see this smile that your face
Don't give up on me