Highschool lyrics

Their's a haze outside my window
Cigarette smoke in the air now
Saw you in public that one day
Wonder if i'll ever be confident

Got me like a viking lookin at fire
When you gettin low i wish i could take you higher
Bright green eyes like a forest in a rainstorm
Thinkin hard like a jimmy neutron brainstorm

I don't wanna know bout your old boyfriend
I just wanna know are you like me
Do you listen to peep at the days end
"sad boy sad mix" f*cking type beat

Hangin with my friends listenin to neck deep
Black nails on my hands cause i wanna be me
Highschool broke me and i won't let it be
I dont wanna be scared to be f*ckin happy

Almost 18 still wanna die though
Spend all day with my eyes closed
See you in the darkness of my eyelids
Therapist told me to try this

Take a deep breathe hold it in for now
Let it go when i need some more air
Get engaged in the moment that is now
Focus on something like your blonde hair