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[Chorus]
I dont even know if im happy
I just wanna be alone in bed sadly
And i can't even tell if im happy
I just wanna walk alone through the valley
I dont even know if im happy
I just wanna be alone in bed sadly
And i can't even tell if im happy
But emotion in my life is sorta lacking

[Verse 1]
Its sorta lacking? how you mean that?
I dont wanna talk about it i dont need that
And i dont need you
Im feeling see through
But ill make it on my own i guarantee you
Ive been sleeping outside in the backyard
Ive been ripping through the flesh of my cold heart
Wheres a life guard? cause im drowning
I need distractions just to block out my surroundings

[Verse 2]
I think im drowning
In my surroundings
I need distractions just to keep it from compounding